Thanksgiving

I've made my thoughts known several times about this, but each day goes by and I realize deeper how much I am blessed. Yesterday I got to spend Thanksgiving with three wonderful families, then I come home to a warm house thanks to my awesome friends, after that I spent all night hanging out with them. A year ago I could not handle this. I couldn't have enjoyed what the Lord had layed out in front of me. The Lord dealt with me this year. I am so amazed each day. Yet still with all this I struggled a bit this week. I wanted my life to be in a different place. What is wrong with me sometimes? Thankfully with the help of some friends and the comfort of my Father God I am past it. I got clarity about my life this week. Sometimes I want my life to be in a different place, sometimes I want more, sometimes I want to be better, but I am choosing to lay it all down and live in today. When the things of my heart are placed by my God in front of my path then I will walk in it then, but as for now I will accept (Thank you Jesse) and walk in what I know today, and in complete honesty, when I sit and think of each one of you, there is no where else in the world on no one else in the world that I would rather walk with. I truly don't want more out of life when I see what I have in God and in all of you, this is exactly where I want to be!!! I love you all (including you Christine, thanks for helping me to see this on Thanksgiving)